有四種男人

from mabel, an interesting topic:

有四種男人 - 大男人, 小男人, 童心未盡的男人, 老成持重的男人 - 要擇其一的話, 你會揀邊種做老公? 有人揀"童心未盡的男人", 話會為生活帶來歡笑...有人揀"小男人", 話他們會錫女人...

hehe... i liked mabel's answer... i think in some degree i agree with her... its really hard to say which one u would choose...or.. i would choose... i think its an unfair question actually... cuz... women in general are never or.. can never be satified with what they have... haha... so.. in a way.. i think this question could only be answer with... "all of the above"... haha

but... to be honest... i dun believe u get to choose... its all a matter of fate... what u get is what u get... u can never ask for something... of course... u can make some choices... but for me... i really dunno anymore... i dont believe there is any sort i choose over another... i'm beginning to doubt i know what kinda men is good for me... but... what i do know is... i'm a 大女人... so.. going up against a 大男人, might not work so well!!!

but who knows... anything can happen...

~ Under construction !!! ~

hehe.. i would like to share my work with all of u... this is still in process... about another month of work.. and it will be done... first... what is it?... as u can see below... its self explanatory.. i hope :P

taken by jelly :P, me starring into my masterpiece ... hehe...
the work of art ~
one of my favorite parts so far..... actually.. there's another one i really like too.. if u look back at the full photo above... look on the furthest right... u see the nice round behind?... hehe... i love that part too..... anyways.. it keeps changing... those above pics were from last week... the ones below are from this week:
hehe.. my prof lecturing me b4 the life drawing session tonight... not really lecturing gea... he means no harm... i totally respect him... at least i know what to do now :P.. in studio i mean... ya.. he was lecturing me on studio stuff... ok la... its good comments... positive... about life drawing... its easy compared to studio... its a long 2 hours... each week... but i enjoy it... its somewhat relaxing.. for the mind... but totally sore for the body... especially the shoulders... sooo sore ><

here's faemow, silly me, and jelly... posing in front of jelly's drawing :P ...... smile

hehe... here's matt and i in front of mine.... haha.. pay attention to where our hands are... haha :P

and... who can spot the changes.. from last week and this week?... its like a where's waldo... or .. those games u play when you're little "can u pick out the 20 differences"?... hehe... but... with this.. i think i made about 5 more major changes... and a few other little minor ones... see who can spot them...

karin: hehe.. hope this game can keep u busy at work ...

janine: thx for your letter!!! keep them coming!!!

updates about me... i just booked my ticket to europe... i'm going to bern, swiss!!! i cant wait.... when will these 2 months pass... haha... seems like never... but... it give me hope ... something to look forward to.... so.. for all of those who has travelled europe just this past year... i need all your info!!! i have to plan what i'll see... i need all the help i can...

thats all ... hope all is going well with everyone... take care!!! till we meet again :P

Back tracking.... sorry guys

hehe... i've been so busy... since thanksgiving... i dun think i've had a chance to breath... but.. here i am.. updating on all the posts i wanted to do but didnt get a chance to...
this one.. is dedicated to my new baby cousin ~ daniel... he's one month old now.. i missed his "one month" dinner ... so sad.... but.. i'll see him soon.. i hope

here's little handsome and i

baby daniel, sleeping? or peeking? hehe... very sneaky...

new baby ~ D50

hehe... .. after the long weekend... i've just been loaded with work.. catching up.. ya..dee ya..

so.. finally Ray came back... and brought me my wonderful D50!!! thx soooo much ray.... i owe u so much.... even dinner isnt enough to make it up to u!!! thx !!!!

so... i havent had much time to do testings yet... plus... the weather has not been nice to me... i'm hoping the weekend will be nice... i'll try to spend a few hours at least playing.. haha... so.. because anita was still around this past weekend... we went to vincent/jerry's to play mahjong... with a new set of mahjong ray got from "women street" in hk... haha the box is nice and all.. but the mahjong...sigh... no need further explanation.. haha... anyways.. below are a few testing shots with my camera... to add a note... i'm new to this digi slr stuff... it will get better :P

look at vincent concentrating... so hard... haha

jin... as usual... crazy...

ray... so happy.. thx man.. you're the best.... he's good a mahjong too!!!

and.. anita... thx for coming to visit... i would make you my wife... but i already have two... and.. making u my third.. is unfair to u... and maybe the other two would be jealous.. haha... but.. bottom line is.. you're gonna make a wonderful wife someday... the man that u marry will be one lucky man!!!! tell them i said that!!! .. again... come back soon!!!
so.. thats all about me lately... still trying to get back on top of things... its probably not gonna be possible....but ... whats keeping me going... swiss in 2.5 months... yee ha!!!

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i should be resting.. taking a nap.. and not sitting here blogging... i wanted to reconnect with the rest of u who reads this... once school starts.. i really forget to connect... its been hard trying to even get stable internet connectivity... its annoying.. but i think they've fixed/fixing it...

so.. its October... already! ... (my god)... and.. i've already pulled how many late nighters? last night was up till 4 am... it should be this morning... sigh... i think i'm already back into my routine of things... its getting comfortable... i'm enjoying work... why am i such a workoholic?... i've already decided... this coming weekend.. i'm gonna be a shopoholic.... i want to go shopping desperately... nothing better than going back to Toronto!!! yah!

i truly enjoy being here... in ottawa... alone... (sort of)... by alone.. i think i mean without ties... ties... by those you're "bound" to... (ie. family)... it lifts great stress off of me to not be bound... for those that remember my grade 10 art work with ms. chan... will know what i mean... for those who dont... look in the year book :) (thx janine for reminding me of this)... i think i was aware of what i really need.. even 10 years ago... thats just insane... i was so intune already with my subconscious...

so.. enough of this silly reflecting... looking forward >>> Berne, Switzerland: January 1!!!
thats only 3 months away.... so far... yet so close... right now.. the studio is just filled with DSA spirit... no one wants to focus and work... i know i cant... every other day... i find myself google travelling to swiss... i'm just 2 clicks away to google earth-ing swiss... its silly.. i know... but about swiss.. i dunno too much yet... i will update everyone as soon as i know more... i wish more ppl can come with me!!! travelling/architecture/sketching/drawings/photography... all the things i love.... and... they told us.. we're going as "researchers"... and we explore/document our research by means of drawings... sounds so professional.. haha

i cant help it but laugh... >> selina = researcher? >> no.. doesnt fit

anyways... back to reality... there is still so much more to do b4 friday comes... but i know we'll be there b4 we know it... work hard... then play hard!!!... toronto... food... sleep... sing k... shopping... here i come!!!!