ok... i'm lost...
many have asked me why i am lost... the same reply i gave was... if i'm lost... i wouldnt know... if i knew... i would no longer be lost... right?
its a feeling of misery... emptiness... hole... space... no light.... no direction... no where to run... un protected...
those who know me... will have heard my theories on astrology... and my sign: cancer
those who know me well... will realize i am very much like the cancer... at times.. i doubt whether there is any promise in astrology.. but whatever the case... it does help me solve my own mysteries.. and discover myself...
i think... for me... i didnt believe i was much a cancer in the beginning... back in high school when i first read about astrology... (ie... beyond the horoscopes in newspapers/mags)... but... everytime i go through something (a critical issue in life)... something that makes you learn more about yourself... i discover a new trait of the cancer.... and.. now.. as times pass... i discover more and more... and... really see how much a cancer i really am...
being a cancer ... a crab... i have a hard shell i use to protect myself... lets say... i am lost... because i have lost my shell... and am now a soft shell crab (haha.. but its not funny)
soft ... delicate, unprotected, unsheltered ... vulnerable
hard ... strong, defensive, home ... dependent
opposites, yet overlapping ~ outside/inside ~ inverted at times
can you see through it???
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