July ~ ending?

it is hard to believe we have arrived soooooo soon to the end of july.... haha...

i have finally got together with anita to go downtown... as for shopping we werent interested anymore... and settled on seeing the warhol exhibit... the exhibit/andy was as he is, exceptional in his ways... there wasnt too much at the exhibit that surprised me, it was what i had expected having heard all the comments from everyone else who went already... but although i cant say i got much out of it, i did enjoy it... i didnt like the audio guide much... i mean.. it was a good companion to the exhibit... but sometimes it was a little to explicit in the explaination... it leaves no room to imagine... or for the viewers to really try to connect with the work the way andy presented it... anyways...enough of this talk

july is near the end...next week is the end of july already.... i think july went by way to quickly... it seemed like this month didnt exist at all... when one is busy and enjoying themselves, being productive, motivated... time will go so much faster... i notice that while i'm in school... september suddenly flies to december.. and jan to april seems like 2 weeks... well. not during it... only when looking back... but... i guess what i'm saying is... i've been too busy... not really to the point of exhaustion.. but just good enough to enjoy life, work and play.....

the happiest thing perhaps is really knowing who are the ones i love...or... who are those that love me :) (hehe) by this i mean those who do care for me and are there to always support me... i'm glad we're so close again... i think i really miss being so connected with all of u... its so weird how only when u lose something so precious to u... that u realize there are many other things that you may have abandoned/forgotten that are also precious or even more precious than that of which u lost...

i was talking to an old friend just now... (my dear brother) ... and... i do miss him... although we are so far apart, the friendship, the caring doesnt just end... thx for always being there for me when i'm going through rough times... i hope i was able to be there for u too... i look forward to seeing you again... when... talking to him about old friends... so many of mine are in hk including him... i do kind of wish i went back to see them this summer... (lingling: being one of them)... i think i've had so much love this summer... it overwhelms me.... i often cannot believe it... still...

i'm so used to giving... 100% giving with no expectation... i forget what it is like to receive... the tenderness... soft... mushy... being loved feeling... thx all of u... those who read my blog will know who you are :P

i got all mushy... all because of that one call... (u know who u are :P) haha... jk.. ok? ... but really.. thx for calling... the nice chat was nice...

ok... a msg to u all... i'll be heading back to ottawa in a month... (so soon ... but i'm dying to leave my house) make sure u keep your promises and will call me ar!!! i will always be there for all of you cuz u were all there for me!!! i have a cell phone... haha.. no excuse of not being able to find me... luv u all